"When you love someone that much, for that long, no matter how far you go, you can never get away from them. And that is once in a lifetime" -Benjamin Mead, We Bought A Zoo
This explains my whole rational towards my husband and our life together. You don't throw away a lifetime. Even though it seems like he is doing that, I have to be the strength right now and stick to what my heart tells me what to do. I couldn't live with myself otherwise.