I started journaling in my regular hardbound journal again. I haven't written in it in a very long time (minus putting in a short note about a death in the family). I haven't wanted any of what I am going through right now to be in that journal and it was one of the things he made fun of me about before I left. Like I mentioned in my journal, I haven't stopped writing in general, I had just stopped writing there.
So last night, I picked it up again. I might not put anything in there specifically about what has happened this last year but at least I feel like I need to recap my days. I am reading the journal of someone else and that is what has inspired me to get back to mine. Even the mundane days are in need of recaping.
On another note, I did tell him I was coming back. He hasn't responded. I have been formulating a letter to him in my brain over the last few days since he is not responding to emails at all and I don't think his cell phone is turned on right now. I just want to give him a idea of where my brain is at, so hopefully we can be on the same page when I get there. Whether he is in agreement will be something to see, but I want to feel like I am being honest and forthcoming about everything.
Anyhow, I need to get going, have to get ready for bed and still need to write a bit in my journal.
